I think I work out too much, or stress too much. I don’t know. I’m down with fever today. I suddenly feel very old. Having backache, I feel like I really hit my middle-age.

As usual, whenever I take MC I feel guilty of not going to work. The team has a deadline to meet tomorrow and I should be there to stand by them. But I couldn’t wake up today. The drug makes me too drowsy to go to work. The drowsiness lasts from yesterday night until now, as I’m writing this entry…